When the inevitable occurs….

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Candyland Champ says:
it had been several months since anyone had sparked my interest so much

Dear in the Headlights says:
well, the sparking was definitely mutual

Dear in the Headlights says:
getting to know you has been wonderful… but I’m scared that it’s not going to be healthy for either of us if we just cling to it and ignore the facts

Candyland Champ says:
I don’t know about you…..but I’m feeling really good about this. My mind keeps going a zillion different directions…thinking about how wonderful you have been to me…and how much I’ll miss the time we have spent together….

Dear in the Headlights says:
yeah, it feels right. as much as I’ve enjoyed our month together, and as hard as it is, and how much I’ve missed you this week, I really think it’s for the best

So it’s over now. I don’t know how I’m feeling. We still want to be friends. But “friends” didn’t end up being so….”friendly.” I last saw Dan Sunday. Feels like much longer. I won’t know what to do with myself on my breaks at work…I will just been a distraction to him if I text message him. And it’s time to find a new hobby, I think. Take up some of the time he was taking up. And maybe go to the dance on Friday. *sigh* The dance….”the scene of our controversial first date.”

I lost my date for the Pearl Awards. Guess I’ll get all fancied up and see if I can catch my favorite bass’s eye.

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: New Order, The Cure, Vertical Horizon

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