Flashback Friday: “Black” by Pearl Jam

Pearl Jam-TenIn 1991, the realities of being an emotional adolescent were on the upswing. It was the beginning of the grunge era, and my musical tastes switched from New Kids on the Block and poppy Top 40 hits…to songs with deeper meaning, more angst, and lyrics that spoke to my soul. One of the albums that defined my 7th grade year was “Ten” by Pearl Jam. Although “Jeremy” and “Evenflow” got more radio airplay, “Black” was the Pearl Jam song that I couldn’t stop listening to.

Although I had little to be dark and angsty at that age, beyond an unrequited crush on a boy who played guitar in my grade, I felt like the darkness of “Black” was real. I could feel the pain. I would sing and wail along with the lyrics.

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything…


The MTV Unplugged version is also awesome.

pearl jam black cd bookletEddie Vedder’s voice was haunting, and I was always trying to figure out the meaning of the song as I listened to my CD on repeat. The lyrics insert in the CD didn’t have all of the words on it, just a scratched out section of the most important words in black and white.

Since this was before the Internet was in every home, a search query to find the lyrics wasn’t available. You had to listen over and over to figure out what was being said. And with me, I scribbled it out on notebook paper and would compare it with my friends’ interpretations.

When Eddie Vedder was asked the meaning behind the song, he said:

The song is about letting go. It’s very rare for a relationship to withstand the Earth’s gravitational pull and where it’s going to take people, and how they’re going to grow. I’ve heard it said that you can’t really have a true love unless it was a love unrequited. It’s a harsh one, because then your truest one is the one you can’t have forever.”

No matter how much you want to be with somebody, sometimes it will never be. “Black” by Pearl Jam taught me this. Which is why I listened to this song during every boyfriend breakup period of my adolescence.

I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life,
I know you’ll be a sun in somebody else’s sky, but why
Why, why can’t it be, can’t it be mine?

 

  • Amber Walls

    PJ is my all time favorite band…and Black is my favorite song. Ever since I was in middle school, that song has spoken to me. Even after 20 years, it’s my go-to song when I’ve had a bad day…or even a great day. I just feel so much better after I “belt it out.” :)

  • Kaylynn Zoe Young

    OH I LOVE this PJ song. One of my favs. I’m so glad you’ve heard the Unplugged version. I think I even like that one better!
    Kaylynn
    AmongTheYoung.com

  • mace

    I totally get where eds coming from.ill never forget the feeling of being torn away from the one true love in my life,my world had no colour, everything was **black** without her.and still is.although i have let go i still find that whenever i hear BLACK playin on the waves it takes me back..

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